It all gets clearer. Everything is simple math. You are nothing more than the fat, gross, gay kid who got picked on. Without an ounce of self-actualization.
Just a runaway, mean spirited, empty little kid.
Please get some help man.
And yes, you are not attractive in the slightest.
You are fully gross.
Again, just to disclaim, YOU are the only person I will make fun of purely based on the same vapid criteria you use for.
I mean you are disgusting looking.